Bipolar disorder...nursing question?

It's not B because there are plenty of bipolar meds (lithium) that you can get at Walmart for $4 a month. Not C, antipsychotics rarely make you euphoric... it's the opposite, they make you sleep all the time. Maybe D, the side effects suck donkey dong. But mostly..... A. Mania is like the greatest drug in the world and it;s highly addictive. I am medicated and even though these days I stay on my meds I remember mania with a warm fuzzy feeling and I would really like to go back there and I've been off my meds plenty of times just for that reason. Problem is sometimes when you go off your meds you go the other way and end up seriously depressed.